New Cities/New Soviets

October 30, 2004

Soft Ground

as in: "...and then the situation went soft ground on us."


I feel like New York is going into a slow meltdown in the days coming up to the election. No one with any sense ventures outside unneccessarily, leaving only rubes and hapless tourists wandering the streets.

Or maybe it's just me that's melting down. My father is still in Ohio digging ditches for Kerry, and Mom has gone to volunteer her limbs for the "home team" in Pennsylvania over the weekend (update: is feeling sick, but still may make it to Penn.).


I've been having ten ton dreams
thick and saturated with
color character and detail.
developed, multi-phase dreams.
less suggestive than objective.

facts and facts and facts.
i'm debilitated in my waking hours.
can't write worth a damn, can hardly get out of bed to do cart-work.

I don't know what is going to happen to my family if Bush wins. I'm much more worried about that than I am the fate of the country. My dad has been trying to retire for almost half a decade, and he is quite fragile. The fact that he decided to go off to Ohio for five weeks on less than a weeks notice suggests he's got some empty time on his hand. Either way, really, i'm concerned.

A points-scenario predicting a Kerry win from BigLeftOutside.

That this is Halloween weekend only makes shit weirder. Halloween is downtown NYC's only real holiday. The rest are just an excuse to get drunk, but halloween is afforded a unique public importance, and strange rites abound. This year, moreover, with Halloween falling on a sunday, we are guaranteed 3 days of oddity. A drunk, hairy, fourty-year-old man dressed as baby met me on my way out of the grocery store last night -- and that was Friday, with All-hallows Eve stil 2 days away.

I didn't make it out with the cart last night. Tonight I am going to try...

Posted by Sam on 04:19 PM | Comments (1)

October 21, 2004

Motivation is a Technology

While desire operates broadly,

    motivation is a technology
 and, like any technology,
   it only operates well
    within narrow paramaters

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Motivation serves 
 as a kind of surrogate
  for desire

   a toe-hold


 "an entrance for desire
    into the medium of reality"  mol tse



 Motivation links the process
   of production
  to its necessary inputs.


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I call it a technology
   because it is an artifice
  the product of a decision


 In a natural process,
   the inputs of production come
      before the outputs,

(e.g. Food is consumed for energy, which
  can be used to obtain more food.)


  Motivation gives consistency
    to the process of
 production by linking forward
   to future inputs, now seen as "rewards."


     (wages, of course, being capital's
         last word on rewards)



THIS ARTIFICE IS NOTHING TO BE AFRAID OF



when time and conditions are such that
   a "full reckoning" is necessary
       and possible,

we have not 
"given up," "sold out," or betrayed our desires
   by using surrogates,
  no matter how poor those surrogates
   may be.



I used to get myself out of bed every day with
   the promise of a cup of coffee.
At difficult times in the cart,
   coffee is not enough of an incentive,
   I started buying a cappuccino.


Is this the slippery slope, Joe?


Posted by Sam on 12:22 PM | Comments (5)

All that, and the Sox Won!

I'm not a sports fan, and I have mixed feelings about my roots in the Boston suburbs, but there are some moments that overcome these ambiguities. The sheer guts and audacity the Red Sox showed! What a refusal to let the past dominate the future!

How many times have I heard my dad say: "Nobody ever comes back from 0-3?"

Posted by Sam on 05:17 AM | Comments (0)

EVEN A GUERILLA BAND MUST MARCH


   it's not hard to break up 
                  a circle-jerk

----------------

The guerilla formation is a line,
 not a regiment.

  don't you know
    regimented armies are like, sooo WWII
didn't you learn anything from Mao?


 but still, a
   strong polarization
  is necessary,


to get each man jack
following the dude in front

     without getting all gay about it
   and lapsing back into self-circles.



what can
magnetize the
 shards so they can
line up
and not just butt heads?


(hint: don't imagine a static set-up)
Posted by Sam on 03:36 AM | Comments (1)

October 20, 2004

All-Night City

Sad as it is, the city that never sleeps is a shadow of it's former self. The great all-night institutions of days past -- the automats, all-night diners, etc. have gone the way of the dodo. Why? It's simple -- no factory jobs = no shiftwork = no all-nighters.

You might think that the service economy's "anything for a price" philosophy would tend to offer round-the-clock services, but this is true only for luxury services (which represent a small proportion of even the urban jobscape) and marginal businesses, where employees can be had for virtually nothing (the 24-hour Chinese restaurant is a classic of this type).

In fact, the service economy tends towards a restriction of hours to those of maximum business. All-night City R.I.P.?

Posted by Sam on 09:59 AM | Comments (1)

October 19, 2004

One year in, second attempt

yeah I promised this one a while ago.
  I started bringing out the cart 
      on july 5th, 2003 
-- which puts me now in the middle
   of 16th month on the streets.

it appears i've bitten off more than I can
 reasonably chew.  best at this point to admit 
my mistake, spit the (somewhat sodden) mass out, 
cut it into smaller pieces, and go at it like 
a civilized being.  or, failing that, try to 
tear some piece off the still-galloping meal 
-- something I can bring back to the blog-cave 
and spend some real time with.

so here's my plan: list the basic re-evaluations 
the cart-process has forced on me,
    explain briefly, 
expand in later posts where necessary


i'm afraid the writing here is not going to be 
    very stylish

this is very much a work in progress


1) transportation

    ----moving stuff around by hand and foot 
          is very difficult.  

       the wheel-- a help, but pushing 
           the cart any great
           distance is still hard

  infrastructure (like, say, flat and 
              well-maintained sidewalks) is key


my original plan was to take the cart 
shopping.  I figured I could push the whole 
thing around and pick up what I needed en route.
  Well, that fantasy came to kind of a harsh 
end.  Moving around the cooking equipment and fuel 
as well as the ingredients is not practical.

if that wasn't going to work, i was going to need 
some kind of additional vehicle to take the food 
around.  over the year I honed my technology: a 
folding handtruck, a plastic box called a "lug" 
(used in catering), and a cooler.


transportation is still a big part of the job

   --most restaurants get deliveries
          made in huge trucks

   My operation still isn't big enough 
  to make this practical.


i wish a car could be practical and affordable.
    (or some other form of motorization 
         --- ha ha not likely in this world)
an elevator in my building would be nice
 -- 5 flights of stairs is tough on the body.


[[for consideration: ground-floor space is at
   a huge premium.  part of this is inevitable,
   but second-story infrastructure, and in 
   general more vertical-city infrastructure
   might change the story....]]]


===================

2) presentation

   the first day i went out with no signs,
       (made no sales)

"people want something to interact with"
   says molly (queen of shyness)

       "without having to deal with a whole person"


this is more than a question of advertizing.  
this is a question of presentation in general -- 
interacting with people 
   in a way they can relate to.
 you have to present people with things they can 
immediately understand.

no one wants to feel ignorant,
    particularly in New York



================

3) regulars

predictable first question 
  anybody has about the cart:

    "do you have regulars?"


i had regulars from the first day,
     specifically, a photographer who never 
     bought anything,
   but liked me.  "I could be hanging out 
   over there with
     them, but here I am with you" he said.

people want to feel included



===============


3) motivation


     the cart is demanding, and 
       at a certain point,

immanent awareness of the 
big picture value of the proceedings
becomes impossible,
and demands certain surrogates.


being pushed beyond your comfort zone
is not the same thing as being damaged.


(though the two are lined up
 spectacularly well
     in our current regime)



but they are not, practically, identical.
  the need for "little treats" exists
 under any foreseeable set-up



4) technology

 there is a sometimes terrifying
     specificity to technology


  one technology produces one dish
    in one amount of time


no wonder Andy pushed me to be so specific.


(((I have had numerous opportunities to
   regret this or that aspect of the
design I made for the cart.))))


Constant evolution of the set-up has
been necessary


and at some point, a major
  improvement is needed

most pressingly, to establish
  a more effective system
 of hot-holding  (one that is
     less succeptable to changes
   in weather and season).


---------

 
5) schedule


is a technology of agreement.


On the personal level,
   effective motivation is dependent 
  on predictability.

On a social level,
  the ability to schedule
 allows a lining up of
    of motivations across people.


for obvious example:
the strength of conventional
  eating hours and sleeping hours
 

((notice the demise of the
  All-Night City, despite
    its romance.))


5)  evolution vs. innovation

Darwin actually didn't like the word "evolution"
   used it only once in "origin"
  didn't like the continuous feel it had
   (word origin derives from the unrolling of
      a scroll)
  preferred "inheritance with modification"
    an unwieldy phrase but you get the point...


In entering into the cart venture, I
  assumed that mostly things would just "evolve"
  and hone like skills...
    that was my heretofore job experience

no such luck.  when dealing with
  technologies, innovation stands in stark
  contrast to evolution.  the results
 are so specific, or responsive in such a specific
     range, that waiting for "lucky accidents"
    takes too long...

sure post-leap there is a fair amount of
  honing necessary, taking off the rough edges
  of the fresh-cut cogs, but the leap has
    to be intentional 9 out of 10 times


Posted by Sam on 11:43 AM | Comments (1)

October 14, 2004

Comfort and Security

The revolution will not be waged in the name of joy. Joy is only a byproduct, the irreducible of life. The place where joy grows is less flashy -- a comfortable chair, a warm meal, a safe place to stay.

A small measure of comfort and security is a life's pursuit, and still unnatainable by the majority. Under capitalism it cannot be any other way. Pinky points out that, despite neo-lib economics all-worship of the pleasure principle, it is the pain priciple that is the real driver of the world. The pleasure principle has a tenuous reality at best -- mostly, as you move up the "economic ladder" there is just an exchange of more comfort for less security.

So yes, do we fight for a world run by joy? But can this world be struggled for under the banner of joy? I doubt it. My joy and your joy are fickle things, and fleeting, often contradictory, and not easily lined up. Because this is the question. Power is a question of being lined up.

Posted by Sam on 09:21 AM | Comments (4)

Back lot

Formed a relationship with the new landlords of the old lot. Back in; officially as of tuesday, unofficially since last friday. My whole nervous system heaved a sigh of relief, and I can't seem to remember anything. or really do much of anything. or anything.

This interruption of a week and a half was a terrible strain on me. Adding that much physical labor to my daily life has a strange effect. The front of my mind goes cloudy -- it becomes difficult to organize my thoughts -- and meanwhile, in the background, there is a feeling of dread, of unsustainability, of creeping death.

The body knows things the mind does not.

Posted by Sam on 09:14 AM | Comments (1)

Dad signed up for the Kerry Army...

and Mom too.

My father has been in Cincinnati for the past week and a half, doing work for a unaffiliated Kerry-for-Prez 527. He was due to go a week earlier, but the lot crisis happened and I persuaded him to stay and help me for a bit. He goes back on Friday, and will stay on until the election.

Mom, meanwhile, is spending weekends in Buck's County, Pennsylvania, with the Kerry campaign.

It's adding even more twist and anticipation to the election for me. Nothing will be normal until Nov. 3.

Posted by Sam on 09:07 AM | Comments (0)

October 13, 2004

Leisure Life

"Capitalism's crime is not that it makes us work too much, but that it makes us work too little." -- Mol Tse

It's a bad mistake to think of leisure as a human's natural state, best state, or worst of all, his right.

The bonds formed on the basis of leisure, often masked under the concept of "free association," are weak and ineffectual. Give me the hot fusion of compulsion any day. Moreover, unless we are referring to the leisure of the jobless and destitute, leisure rests on a bloody pedestal. Thinking of leisure as our "right" can only be clamoring to be let up.

Even a minor thought, such as "I shouldn't have to work this hard" can be an opening to this error. It is important to be clear what (or, might I suggest, who) this "should" relates us to. Not the fantasy-world of leisure -- this is obscurantism.

Posted by Sam on 06:53 AM | Comments (4)

October 11, 2004

What is required of us...

"What is required of us 

is that we love the difficult
and learn to deal with it.

In the difficult are the friendly forces,
the hands that work on us.

Right in the difficult
we must have our joys, our happiness,
our dreams:
there
against the depth of this background,
they stand out,
there for the first time we see how
beautiful they are."

-Selected Letters of Rainer Maria Rilke

Posted by Sam on 08:29 AM | Comments (1)

Report: Stanton and Ludlow

The environment is what we all share -- it is the revealed fact of our unity. This is nowhere more true than in the city, which always tends to resolve wild spaces.

What was the environent? As summer was changing to fall, something was getting wild at the corner. The cart was caught up in this uncertainty. There was one night -- I think it was Yom Kippur.

I was parked on Ludlow, adjacent to the crowd out front of Pianos. We had weathered the first cold front of the season, the temperature had rebounded but not all the way. The beginning of the night was slow business -- many groups of people, but drifting or standing around aimlessly. I myself was caught in one of these groups for a while -- and it was pleasant: making some food, enjoying some conversation.

[The incident of the hundred dollar hot dog happened during this part of the evening, but that's a yarn for another day...]

Then suddenly it kicks into another gear altogether, starting with an orders for 4 Korean Style Beef Barbeque (my most elaborate and expensive dish), followed immediately by two more orders. The rush is on, and I'm caught flat-footed, with not much food already prepared. I'm tossing off a few hot dog orders, a few sausage orders, and then the orders for Chicken BBQ Sandwiches start coming in. People are hungrier than they had realized/ the natives are restless...

Then a silver BMW SUV pulls up off the curb behind me, the soundsystem amped. It's good music, too -- a cold fusion of hip-hop and latin dance. It's one of my regulars -- he orders a chicken sandwich and sits back to wait, propping the car door open and jacking up the sound on his speakers even higher. It's a party in the street. What do you do -- you rock and you don't stop.

In reconstruction: it must have lasted for a little over an hour, from about 2:30 to 3:40 -- nice young people getting loose, hardened partyers brightening up, Puerto Ricans stoned and straight, a car service driver, a two German chicks snapping photographs -- a good time, and no casualties. It ended quickly and well, the crowd dispersed peaceably. Someone must have taken notice...

The next weekend I arrived to find the the police squatting on the block. There was a police checkpoint at the bottom of Ludlow. The manager from Pianos told me the story: they had been harrassing him about "blocking the sidewalk." They kept asking him why I put "his" pushcart there. He had explained that it wasn't his, but offered to pass on the word: "they don't want you on this side of the intersection." When I asked why, he said I could talk to the Leiutenant myself if I wanted. He pointed him out: the white stuffed-shirt asshole swaggering around overseeing the checkpoint, his fat belly hanging over his belt, an unlit cigar caught in his slack mouth. I declined.

On Friday, the building department raided Pianos, dropping its occupancy by a third. The checkpoint was still in effect. Every car with any violation -- so much as a seatbelt law violation -- was pulled over, the occupants forced to show ID. Apart from one incident where the 5-0 bit off more than they could chew and the driver leapt out, screaming "I'll have your jobs! do you know who I am? who I know?" --- I didn't see it, but the manager of Pianos recounted it with great glee: "the Leiutenant backed right the fuck down!" --- apart from that, the action had the desired chilling effect.

The next week the "emergency response unit" lowered the occupancy of Pianos even further. The checkpoint held, in Friday they even added a paddy wagon, parked ominously directly across from Pianos. No one was arrested, but the message was clear. Business was, shall we say, quiet.

[was there another weekend in there? -- I don't know, the ordeal of the lot switch strains my ability to recall]

Yesterday the police were finally gone. Business was at a record high, but it was no party. The manager of Pianos invited me to go to the Community Board Meeting on Wednesday, and I've decided to take him up on it. It is, ominously, held in the police precint building on Pitt Street.

Your faithful reporter...

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further analysis to follow...now I need to sleep...

Posted by Sam on 08:27 AM | Comments (1)

A multitude of errors

"more numerous that mushrooms on a shit-pile after the rain..."

At work throughout multitudes is a confusion between the functioning of ideas, which can be expressed discretely, and objects, which must be described relationally. Unfortunately for the authors, this expresses itself not as a single error, which can just be flipped in each case without dismembering the whole, but as a persistent failure of sense -- more like being chauffered by a blind person than by a dyslexic.

Setting aside for a moment the dismal prospect they set out in the preface: to illuminate a way to "an open and inclusive democratic global society" with the dim-bulb concept of "the multitude," a term as lacking in style as it is in conceptual content, let's leap straight into the first chapter, "Simplicissimus."

This chapter is an excruciating excursion in the conceptual terrain of security and what they call the "state of exception." This is excruciating not with the white-knuckle excitement of driving at night with a blind person at the wheel (as their adoration of Nietche might suggest) but rather with the tedium of having to play along with a blind person, who long ago decided it was unsafe to apply the gas, and simply pantomimes driving, vigorously swerving the wheel and telling you about the wonderful places the two of you are driving through. It would take a lot more poetry than these two have to offer to make it interesting to follow along with the charade -- BUT, IN YOUR SERVICE, GENTLE READER, I SHALL PERSIST.

No, this is not poetry, just a dogged recount the imperialist ideology of "security," followed by the exhausted, wan promise to describe later what "real security" might look like. If we are writing politics, not poetry, we have to go at the problem the other way around, starting with real security and working towards the ideology. Instead of starting with the global concept, and trying to interpolate a resistance "in its shadow," it becomes clear we have to choose an example: I choose New York City. What security do we have?

The question immediately starts to open, to divide into two "clear and distinct" pieces: security relative to the environment, and security relative to other people. This simple distinction entirely eludes H&N -- they sloppily describ a misshapen unity of two lobes: "biopolitical production" and "the right of the police."

[a brief ad hominem rant: fuck it guys -- once you decide to look directly at the problem and stop swirling these words around in your mouth in emulation of a plugged toilet, once you roll up your sleeves and fucking engage with it, it starts to open up to you. Not all words taste like shit in the mouth, just onces you've been sucking on too long. These fuckwads wind themselves with spurious prologues and preliminary notes, vast promises they leave unfillde -- relative to one another? Or relative to our environment? these are two questions, and you have to deal with each of them separately!]

So now we need an even more specific instance: let me use the police presence on the corner of Stanton and Ludlow.

continued....

Posted by Sam on 08:24 AM | Comments (1)

OK

Godard claims, in "In Praise of Love," that the expression "OK" comes from a report in the Civil War -- "0 Killed."

When we complete a particularly difficult or trying task, Molly has taken to saying "and nobody died." Try saying it, it's reassuring.

Posted by Sam on 08:23 AM | Comments (0)

October 07, 2004

I still find it hard to hold in my head...

that the crack crisis was engineered, at every level, by our very own U.S. government.

"...and resolved by the populace," adds Molly.

(this a propos of the new vh1 documentary "and you don't stop: 30 years of hip-hop," which I heartily reccomend)

Posted by Sam on 05:32 AM | Comments (2)

fucked on both ends

this has not been a good week. on the one side, there has been a change of landlords at the space where I store the cart. Hopefully, I will be able to work out a deal with the new owner. In the meantime, I'm having to push the cart over half a mile (again), just to get to work. This is trouble I don't need.

on the other hand, the police have been hasseling me and my collaborator about setting up on ludlow street. They say it's a matter of "keeping the sidewalk open." Open for what, I wonder? Almost all of the people on the sidewalk are either going to the cart, or going to the club. So they are, presumably, blocking the street -- from themselves. But there is no point in trying to talk to the police. The last time I tried that, I got slapped with a ticket. So we have to stay off Ludlow, which reduces our revenue by about 30%. Fuck and double fuck. Working harder for less...

Posted by Sam on 05:22 AM | Comments (0)

faceoff

Posted by Sam on 04:44 AM | Comments (1)

October 04, 2004

lightningfield.com


from the high line series on lightningfield.com

been browsing some nice photos at lightningfield. the resolution of the photos are beautiful; I love the painterly quality that comes out in some of them, like the one above.

Posted by Sam on 04:16 PM | Comments (0)

Just in case...

...you were wondering how well things were going in the wake of the U.S.-engineered coup in Haiti. (Um, read through the propaganda, please -- my favorite line is "slum infested with gangsters loyal to ousted President ").

two a more-or-less klassy reports.

and from CBS

So, campers, one "day of struggle" down, next one coming on October 17th.

"Security," highlighted by the CBS article, is an issue I will be trying to address here -- it is also raised by Hardt and Negri in a mushy and wrongheaded way.

Posted by Sam on 04:06 PM | Comments (1)